Sometimes my ankles swell up. Lyrics: How badly do you want it? I just wish so badly I had never been born, and decided never to have kids of my own-which is another reason to be depressed, not because I want them but because in a world like this we celebrate motherhood (even though by creating life, those are the people who have collectively created ALL suffering!) Lately I wake up and I ache so badly from head to toe... literally. However, I would wake up regretting it if I had. I don’t sleep well at night, so am exhausted the next day. I was popping pills daily, and smoking weed hourly. I wake up every morning expecting to see a baby laying right besides me. / How badly do you want it? Please help! And I feel like I can't make it through the day. How Badly Do You Want It? Read i want to give up so badly from the story smoke by broswearcapes (bucktooth baddie) with 235 reads. Play the tape through sounded cliche to me when I first joined, but truthfully, was one of the most important things for me in early recovery. I would drink a bottle of vodka in two days. I think I'm crazy at times, because I've never wanted something so bad and I've had no way to get it out and figure out why this is happening to me. I feel better today, but still not very good. My grandfather used to sing this to me...now I have my own little baby and I want so badly to share this with her. This last time it lasted for 4 intense days. I used to be addicted to drugs. I Want to Wake up So Badly, a song by The Newton Brothers on Spotify We and our partners use cookies to personalize your experience, to show you ads based on your interests, and for measurement and analytics purposes. i want to give up so badly on you I WANT to wake up in the middle of the night to feed my baby, I WANT to be changing diapers, I WANT everything and more that comes with mother hood...but I just dont know why I have wanted it for so long (since I was 15) and SO badly. Comments for wake up buttercup, come come, get up, get up… I knew I would never wake up the next morning thinking "I wish I drank last night." "I constantly remind our employees to be afraid, to wake up every morning terrified," the Amazon founder wrote in a 1999 shareholder letter. It lasts all day long. Please help! sad, blah, smoke.